Day 26: Self Destructive

 

Here is the link to my original Day 26. It was Tuesday January 29, 2019. My headline that day was "Stay The Course". I was doing so good on the program and I had hope for the future when it came to my career. The current day 26 was quite different.

I didn't get up until 10 am today, mostly because I was awake so late last night. I was home from rock & roll bingo before 11 but didn't go to bed right away, and once I did go to get sleep took a while ! It was just Kim & Joe and I this week and we had fun. I had a chicken caesar wrap with homemade chips and 2 Michelob Ultra, which are 95 calories each. In spite of that I was hungry before I went to bed. I shouldn't have been, but I was. I ended up having 4 waffles with low cal syrup and then I went to bed.

Getting up so late was a bad way to start the day and I didn't accomplish anything. Yesterday I discovered that one of my stray cats has 5 kittens. They are adorable little fluff balls, but of course they are feral so I can't get near them. Another female is pregnant so there will be more of them running around soon. It makes me sad because I know they won't all survive. Earlier this summer another female had 3 or 4 kittens and only 1 is around now. He hangs out with the group I feed. I'd really like to trap the females and have them spayed. I spent a little time outside today trying to make friends but of course they are scared. I will just continue feeding them what I can and hope for the best.

I spent the day on the couch watching YouTube, playing Cookie Jam and scrolling my phone. I am in such a rut. Tomorrow or Saturday I need to go to the store as I'm making a macaroni salad for Sunday. Everyone is meeting up at Kim & Joe's house to process eggplant, peppers and butternut squash. I have to be there at noon, so I'll make my salad Saturday night. I didn't spend any time looking for jobs. I guess I'm back to just hoping I get an offer from the company TD works for.